Listening to: Nothing, really. Music makes me too emotional lol
Reading: What Muslims Believe (because I want to know)
Watching: Full Metal Alchemist
Eating: Hopefully dinner soon
Drinking: Water- mostly all I drink nowadays
WOW, I can't believe how long I've been away from DA again. Didn't seem like the last time I made a journal was way back in January...but I digress...
Lately I've realized I actually have an anxiety about drawing and I just haven't felt like it, too. If I do start again you guys will probably be the first to know but so far I haven't had any luck. It's a shame considering how much I usually drew (daily) in the past but I guess I feel like since I've gotten older I don't want to draw angsty things and I don't know what style I'll have if I ever really start drawing regularly again. There are things that inspire me but I don't think of turning them into drawings anymore like I used to. I don't need an outlet like that anymore seemingly unless I start drawing things other than what I used to. At least my mood seems to be overall better than in the past and I don't feel like so much of a kid anymore. I've been spending more time learning things since I'm not in school anymore and just learning about subjects I want to know more about and generally becoming more responsible than I used to be.
I might consider tutoring considering I seem to have the know-how but a lot of times I do get very anxious and have had anxiety problems from 5th grade up for some reason probably when puberty started to hit, lol and they only get slightly better every once in awhile.
I'm hungry so see you guys later xD